Today’s activities

As mentioned earlier, Dear Sir was on sick leave. He advised me on telephone to look after the Whole department very very carefully. I never understand what type of urgent works I should have to handle. But I really enjoyed today. It was a relaxed and tension free day, may be his absence made it so

Anyway I did one thing good. I replied H letter officially and CC it to Sec as she has again asked the same feedbak for speech of the president which I had already provided her spending my more than three days. Sir always seems lazy in doing these steps but I thought its a good opportunity to avail it today. So I did it. Now I am feeling really good thinking how much she is irritated……hehehehe…….and now her this activity is in Sec’s notice. That will be all good for our department.

Summers are now just at our doorstpes. I have decided not to wear shawl suits now. I felt really uncomfortable today

I have also written half of my Research Proposal for WTO Report, will inshaAllah complete it tomorrow. And will also do some work on SME article. Two queries are also waiting for me I am getting late in responding them. So tomorrow will also be a packed day and yes yes i did not buy B’s brithday gift yet……so hv to check bazar today……..have to off now

One task done…

 

 So I have completed one task to day. As Dear Sir is on sick leave today……I found alot of time to do my own pending works. One of these works was to arrange the songs which T has sent me. These were more than 15 songs with captions. I heard all of them (of course through my headfones), deleted bad ones, captioned the nice ones and arrange them in a sequence. My head is echoing now………any how I finished one assignment

I am tired of being deceived……….

How much I was happy before starting up my career? How much I did respect to others? But the practical life is a dreadful dream for me and I dont want to see it anymore. Please is there some one who can wake me up? is there?

How much it is difficult to face the reality? I cannot see double faces people………I cant………and how much I always misjudge the people? and why do I always try to find some thing good in anyone? I know no one is perfect……..I know I have many things bad in myself but I cant bear it more……I am tired of being deceived……….. 

For the last few weeks, I am really very upset observing people’s behaviour and attitude. How much people are getting selfish? How much they are mean?

I dont understand why……why the money and status are so important?? why?? And I know these questions will remain questions.

I heard the famous quotation “Give and Take” and I always expect to have such practice but my experience is haunting me time by time that this quotation actually means “Take or snatch”. I know everyone is quite busy and it is very difficult to remember every thing. And it is impossible for others to remember what you have done for them. And ‘Thank you’ , forget it. They will never say this to you how much bigger thing you made for them. It is very easy to discard what others do for you.

I am fed with the hypocracy and double cross. I am fed up……really fed up……..

I know I am not a perfect human being but one thing for which I am sured that I never ever forget anyone who does any thing good for me even having lousy memory.

I dont know what crap I have wrote and those who will read this surely consider me a psychic patient. If finding some thing good in others is attached with some mental disease then OK fine I proudly present myself as a psychic patient

My routine now-a-days

There is so much work to do. Many things have been started and many are just going to start.

This year started with some very good news and events for which I am really very thankful for Allah Ta’la.

My day starts from 6:00 am.

I am supposed to reach office at sharp 9:00 am, no relaxation and at 8:50 am on Mon and Thu because of assembly which is a new tradition here

I am allowed to go through newpapers till 9:30.

After that no here and there peeping is tolerated. This condition is applicable only in the presence of Dear Sir wesay who cares in his presence too. Unfortunately couldn’t find much time for peeping and gossiping (we do paper chat chupkay chupkay : )

Till 5 pm I get fully exhuasted

Reach home at 6:00 pm

Go straight to bed and quickly take a nap

Get up at 10:00 pm

Dinner, gossips with mom or bro, tv or any other item till 12:00 pm

Then start my own personal research work. It usually ends at 2:ooam and then grupp to bed again.

A day ends and starts usually like that.

Why I had created this blog?

yea that is the question which I am used to ask myself. I dont find any time to blog or read others’ blog (which I luv to) or leave comments……oh…..

When I created the log I thought I would regularly blog and collect my all special incidents here. But I couldn’t. There are so many special and funny things happengin these days but I am not recording them and soon I will foreget to write them here for my own memory. Anyway mention not……I cannot give time to blogging so I write some lines here it would be enough. That’s all.

Valetine Valentine

Instead of thinking on this valentinez day also that I haven’t yet anyone special to wome with I could celebrate this day, we (of course my all gfs) decided to create some on that day. So we did…………exchanginf gifts………..chocolates……hanging out……….shopping……..juice party………pastery party……….snapping………all fun

The day was ended laughing and laughing.

Happy Valentinez Day to all of my Friends………I love you all

Why I am smiling?

True friends always stand behind you during bad times…

U wanna documentary proof?

 In futre,

check out your marriage album…….

U ll find all behind you

U’s sms……..a reason of smile 

I will die with this pain……….

It is unbearable now. I couldn’t sleep at night. I have to wake up often due to extreme pain. It’s been a year now. I have lost 5 kgs. I am getting pale and dark circles arround my eyes have been increasing day by day. I could drink and eat well and have to do alot of work….alot of mental exertion. It is really surprising that I could spare time to check in a doctor. Altough I am not eating apples but dont understand why Doc is away from me ;p

I am just used to this stomach pain who is the only thing sincere with me and doesn’t want to leave me

Anyhow, finally I have fixed an other appointment with the best  specialist of the city today due to intense family pressure. Let’s see what he ll diagnose.

Tall or what……..

Last week, we went for a quick but long walk in the lunch break and thought to check the juice corner again. yea the same shukha guy juice wala……..he it was the second tym that we had to come to his shop after checkin other one day before whose juice was really very bad. So we decided to try it again and his shokhi smile was showing that we were here just becoz of him………hn………..although he is intolerable person with bogus jokes but he makes a really very nice, fresh  and tastely juice……..so have to bear him……..he started maked juice and we sat there and started talking.

Meanwhile, two gals passed before us and also started placing their order. T, U and me looked them from head to foot, then saw each other and smiled.

Me: yar are they really tall or they only seem to us tall as we are sitting and they are standing?

U: oho if you really want to know then go to them and we ll check it

T: yes yes dont worry we ll measure exactly

Me: awein mai udher jaoon aur woh mih se kafi lambi hoi to meri tu kachi ho gai naa

U: nai nai jao bara shok aa raha hai kachi karwanay ka

Juice came and we started drinking but keeping an eye on those gals.

Me: any how, it doesn’t matter how much tall they are but for that I am sure we look more graceful then these two heighted gals. seriously…….

U: hahaha are you sure na?

Me: yes I am :/

T: nai ge we are of reasonable height ladies. These gals are actually extra ordinary tall thats why they are looking odd

Me: but this is confirmed that we look really good with what we are

And we kept laughing to recall it till now

Hurray!!!!

yuppyyy……thank God I have completed my all reports * sigh of relief   14 country reports……..Its’ a huge task and took alot of my time, health, beauty, charm, attractiveness and wieght   yea it did. But thank God its finished now.

Now I would have to conentrate on many things as mentioned above:

- take a stroll regularly

- take fresh juice regularly

- watch my dramas regularly

- skin treatment regularly

- make gossips regularly

-etc etc etc

oh no….

gghhrrrr……..the cable guy would be killed from my hand. He is such a ullu person. Due to him I could not watch many episodes of my all time favourite “Grey’s Anatomy” and “Prison Break”. I am crazy about the soaps but he mercilessly broke my all rythem. The timing of the show is also changed now and I could not catch it again that’s really bad.   The serial was going very nicely. And I dont know how much I have missed. I am still trying to catch the show but the manhoos cable wala block the all star channels whenever I try to watch or sometimes due to loadshedding. My other fav show is Prison Break:

Unfortunately same story here. I could not watch any of its episode since Dec. I am really crazy about the both shows. And love the smiles of both its heroes