The Second Day-November 5, 2008

November 8, 2008

Next day was also good. In the first session, attendance of participants was quite good but it came down in the second session. All remaining presentations were made on second day. Trade Development Authority of Pakistan (TDAP), ARY Global Gallery Dubai, SME Bank andĀ Business Support Fund (BSF). All presenters were good. But they were complaining about attendance. It seems that I was the only responsible for this shortfall in participants. had ho gai mai kiya baandh leti logun ko chairs k saath. banda khus aisa interest paida karta presentation mai logu k log ja hi naa saktay sab mera kasoor hai

Anyways, I tried hard to nicely manage the last day as well. And you know what Madam Chairperson called me and emraced me and said; “well done beta”. šŸ˜® surprise no shocked. All the time she remained against my working style now; “Both days were excellently managed” she proceeded and I was about to faint. I tell you she was impressed by me šŸ™‚ apna asar hi aisa hai

She told me that she had made a blunder yesterday’s inaugural ceremony as she did not invite the Chief Guest, who was Director of TDAP, for the speech and she announced Vote of Thank right after VP’s speech ……ahahaha…..I laughed alot. I told her that I was thinking at that time that he was not ready for the speech. Thank God I did not make this blunder.

Anyhow, that was the last project of this year and mashaAllah it happened to a success for me. Thank you Allah Ta’ala ge ….love you God.


My Project is executed today.

November 4, 2008

After three months tiring efforts, Program has started today. That would be my last Event of the year, I hope :/ .

First day was really good. Crowd was targeted. I think that’s enough number of people to deal with. Program is sponsored by TDAP, SME Bank and ARY Group. One presentation was made today by Badar Khushnooe country Consultant Google Pakistan. Participants remeined interested in his presentation till the end. Program was well managed. I tried not to revise my last mistakes and mismanagements. I was more relaxed today than my last Event. Let’s see what Chairperson would response towards it. The most thing of today was, Af was absent and Chairperson called me up to collect Resource Centre’s shield…..ahahaha…..em sure mijhay kacha chaba jaye gi jab sunay gi tu šŸ™‚ would post the pic soon

Tomorrow is the second and theĀ last day. TDAP, ARY Group, SME Bank and Business Support Fund would give presentations tomorrow. People are eager to attend the second day too.

I got tired. My damn high heels made me sick šŸ˜” so I put my flat chappal on. I dont know how gals are used to high heels. But I am confident that I would one day learn how to handle them.

I am very tired today. But em more eager to welcom the tomorrow šŸ™‚


Apu’s wedding Aniversary

November 1, 2008

Well well wellĀ I am damn busy butĀ IĀ cannot leave this moment unsaid. That was a most memorable and most beautiful moment when my favourite person was announed to be included in our family. November 1, 1999, Apu and demmi bhai got married.


Before and after wearing glasses

October 30, 2008

Ā Isn’t she look good? šŸ™‚Ā 

This is Zaima, Uj’s daughter, my cousin and close friend. She is almost three years old. She could not speak clear but she does not bother and keeps talking with you whether you understand her or not. She is very active and sharp baby. I call her ‘Phirky’.


I remained embarrassed the whole day :/

October 30, 2008

I swear that’s not only my fault. He andĀ Chairperson were also responsible.

Ok now the story. As I have mentioned before that I am organizing a Program on business support services. In this regard, I contacted Care International Org asking them for their participation. I tried my best to trace the resource person but couldn’t. They told me that they would contact further. But did not contact me so I thought they are not interested. That’s not my habit to beg others for participation. Chairperson can force them but I couldn’t. I closed their chapter at my end.

now the chairperson constantly remained in contact with that resource person and insisted him to attend the event without my knowledge.

Anyhow, she has rescheduled the date of the program to first week of November. I informed all the interested participants. I had plan to extend a general invitation to all others. yes yes I informed the interested ones and i did not inform HIM. Chairperson did not inform him too. And he the stupid man came all the way from Islamabad to attend the event on previous date. He came to me and asked pleasantly’ what’s the program’?Ā I was like what? which one? where?Ā I took him to the separate meeting room and briefed him aboutĀ the recent situation. In a separate room as if he wanted to shout at me, no body can hear. I was really ambarrassed and appologized more than ten times. He was also ambarrassed as he should confirm before leaving his place. He called chairperson in my presence. He was looking at me like he wanted me to leave him alone but I did not. I know if I whould have left him he would have surely complained against me. I kept a strict eye on him thats why he had to talk to her carefully.

For most of the time, I do not give much time to my visitors. But I gave him more than an hour. He told me that he was in Kabul and now their org is in process to start a program regarding development of women entrepreneursĀ with the coordination of USAID. He was called USAID as USA id while we call it US Aid. Dont know what’s the real word but one is the same thing.

I toldhim how much I know about women entrepreneurs and how much I am eager to promote them…….hahahaha…….yea I am becoming little clever na. He seemed very impressed with my emotional speaches and I acted fully to be an emotional pie. ;p

I showed him our whole office from basement to 4rth floor. He was quite impressed. He left after an hour with taking my promise that I would help him whatever he needs in launching his program. I will šŸ™‚

Whatever’s fault it is,Ā I was emabarrassed and my attitude towards him was like compensation my others fault. That’s not my fault. He should confirm the program before coming to lahore. bughtay ab by air ticket ka kharcha. And she, the chairperson, why didn’t she told him about the new date if whe really wanted him to be here at the Event? She and He are both responsible. I am absolutely innocent.

T and u were kidding me that he would have killed you if were a male. So thank you God for making girl šŸ™‚


Protected: An attempt to jump out of depression

October 28, 2008

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Let me cry please!

October 25, 2008

I am fully trapped and over burdened in these days. I could not understand to which task I should give more preference. Article on Trade Deficit of Pakistan is important and urgent according to Director as it should be published on website until 1stĀ November. The Open Day Program needs my complete attention and focuss and emergent preference according to the Chairperson (bad demagĀ aurat). Analysis of Investment Policy of Pakistan is a crucial project and it’s a matter of my survival in this Org according to K (She’s right). GS would complain agains me to the President, ifĀ heĀ does notĀ get theĀ minutes of Cottage Industry by today. J has prepared such poor poor minutes. His anrezi is damd bad even than mine. SMEDA and TDAP need their letter before their next breath.

Trapped, trapped, fully trapped šŸ˜¦